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GOLD FLAKES ONE DAY PRIOR

 

 

 

I have always been a fiend

for something, now it's you. I'm fiendish.

So praise me! I love it when you do.

 

You are square, so elegantly

square and make me feel

another shape. Shapely. An accursed animal for sure but

 

Pretty. Feline. Ocelot. You Ursine?

A bashful dog? Definitely not.

You with a serious face, so

 

Absolutely human or made of the earth.

Geological face with a gently mobile mouth. Tectonic.

Mutable. Mouth like a pool of water, flows

 

down, eddies. Makes a good, soft

whirring sound. Grinds out compliments that

incapacitate me. I grow shy and I

 

have never been shy. You are like nature:

Perfect, stupid, damaged, blithe.

 

You roll your eyes like rivers too.

A gesture with your mouth and rolling eyes:

alchemical affection,

two slits of glossy white.

 

You are a Conjurer.

You've got the water tamed.

 

You say "This is Magic, me in

This place. I'm munificent and

I control you; the birds; apparitions.

Your sex organs cleave,

yawn, clamber at my discretion."

 

(Of course this isn't true.

The weather doesn't echo you.

Nature doesn't. Nothing

cleaves, nothing goes off in there.)

 

But I see that Brevity

begets Purity, we've had to keep it brief.

The earth plus minions rise between us.

 

Water stays limpid, though, beckoning.

 

Other things beckon:

That monkey-faced cat

Your songs which roil, rebound, enchant and bother me

The road that idly loops your house,

my feet on that road,

my excellent head in that air.